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Book: Never Enough
Hymn 11 · Album IV
Read the complete lyrics to “Cathedral of My Ego” by Josh Chakka from Never Enough, a Hymns for Entrepreneurs album about Andrew Wilkinson. Listen to the song.
Part of the songbook
Cathedral of My Ego is one chapter in Never Enough, a musical interpretation centered on Andrew Wilkinson.
Track 11 / 13

Book: Never Enough
Lyric sheet
Original lyric sheet / Track 11
From the original lyric sheet for Never Enough. Wording may differ slightly from the released recording.
Hey... Brent. Speaking from the echo chamber. Remember the steakhouse? A sermon on my anger. You laid out all the numbers from a ledger I ignored, I was hoarding all the treasure while you fought a losing war. I told myself I took the risk, I carried all the weight, A self-deceiving gospel to justify my plate... being full. You weren't wrong, you saw the game for what it was, a flaw, Just an early-stage disciple of a broken, cosmic law. Maybe I'm an asshole... maybe that's the final truth, Just a frightened, hungry kid still wasting all his youth. In this cathedral of my ego, the stained-glass starts to break, For every perfect garden I built upon your back... and for goodness sake. Hey... Liam. The intern king. You built a perfect engine, made the whole damn business sing. And when the gray-haired suits arrived, with a scalpel and a smile, I just looked the other way, and I let you bleed a while. Said "That's just business," a coward's final plea, The cost of my own comfort was your stolen legacy. I stood by like a statue, a monument to fear, Pretended I just couldn't see the writing that was clear... as a bell. Maybe I'm an asshole... maybe that's the final truth, Just a frightened, hungry kid still wasting all his youth. In this cathedral of my ego, the stained-glass starts to break, For every perfect garden I built upon your back... and for goodness sake. And to Luke, and to Ali... to all the ghosts I know... Who planted all the seeds but never got to see 'em grow... I got lost inside the numbers... the exit and the art... And forgot the simple rhythm... of a human... beating... heart.
Lyrics © Josh Chakka.